Sad feeling in Boston

Hi, Shengan,

How are you?
I try to back to when I met you at Brigham Circle, I remembered you asked me if I go to church or not? I think I said:"I stopped". I want to ask you now:" Do you go to church? Are you a christian or not? How about your family members? Is any one in your household a christian?" I just want to know if you still want to know God or not? because to me, I can"t live without Him. May be life to me is too much pain, I don"t know the answer, but I do know that I pray day and night. This is how I am now. 南京医科大学第二附属医院整形美容科沈干

Take care

xiaohua

 

Hi,xiaohua,
When I was in Boston,I also felt longly and depressed,the church was the only place I can felt warm,and I can met some friends in there,and they treated me like brother.I think you have the same feeling as mine.
Now in China,life is busy for me,I don"t have time and paceful heart to go to Church,but I really remember the day when I was in Park Street Church.This time when I back to Boston again,the first thing I want to do was to visit Park Street Church,but this time I was so disappointed,only few old friends left there,and they only had two meeting in whole summer,I think maybe because of the problem of economic...
This time I felt sad,5 years late I went back to Boston,but no warm memory left.
shengan 

 

 

Hi, Sengan,

I am so sorry about the feeling that you have left right now, I am sure I didn"t contact to you right way should be the part of the reason too. I did called someone who is the wife of FOCUS leader, asked if they have your name in their records and asked her to look for you too, but I didn"t get anything back from her unfortunately. I isolated myself from church for a while, because I felt God is not there, but I do know God is with some people, who are they? I don"t know, but I am looking for them. I pray that God has mercy on me to let me meet the children of His in my life time, I don"t know what will happen? You should read Bible to find out who you are. What is more important than this? Listen to my advise, read Bible to find out who you are. I am looking forward to hearing from you.

Take care

Xiaohua

Thursday, November 12, 2009 11:38 PM